sometimes the only thing i can do is keep smiling my way through life. regardless of how lonely,confused or lost i am my smile will be my saving grace. Heres a little update- i' m working on things.
Ok, (thanks for the comment about ray) i'm totally gonna pour my heart out to ya. So, don't get freaked out or anything. I have felt the EXACT way you do (or how you say you feel in your other posts) For such a long time. So much that i even tried to get my life in order a few months ago but felt so completely overwhelmed that I pretty much went exactly back where i was because it was easier. I want so badly to be happier, to make sure my son will have a happy, fullfilling life and yet I feel like its soo hard to get there.
And about the no friends thing. I've been that way since we moved over a year and a half ago. I feel so dumb because I'm the only person in the world who just wants a best friend, one who comes over every day and just hangs out! I miss having friends. Especially friends that don't think we have to go party or stuff like that. Frick. Anyways, If you're ever in my area and need a friend, stop by. and if your not in my area and need a friend, call me (or text).
well there's not much to me these days... I'm Kels... I go about my days working at the YMCA. I love my branch and I basically love life.I'm probably am the most simple person yet complex person you'll ever meet! I live for the day, and dont have any regrets, just lessons learned.
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Ok, (thanks for the comment about ray) i'm totally gonna pour my heart out to ya. So, don't get freaked out or anything.
I have felt the EXACT way you do (or how you say you feel in your other posts) For such a long time. So much that i even tried to get my life in order a few months ago but felt so completely overwhelmed that I pretty much went exactly back where i was because it was easier.
I want so badly to be happier, to make sure my son will have a happy, fullfilling life and yet I feel like its soo hard to get there.
And about the no friends thing. I've been that way since we moved over a year and a half ago. I feel so dumb because I'm the only person in the world who just wants a best friend, one who comes over every day and just hangs out! I miss having friends. Especially friends that don't think we have to go party or stuff like that. Frick. Anyways, If you're ever in my area and need a friend, stop by. and if your not in my area and need a friend, call me (or text).
Sorry if that was a bit much.
Tiffany
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