Blast from thePast

Sooo as most of you know Shalynn and i were partners in crime for 6th ward for a VERY long time!! Well after we graduated she joined the marnines spent 1 1/2 years in Iraq then cameback to the states only to be sent around the world on a huge boat doing some sort of marine crap for 7 months... well she FINALLY came home to visit us and i can honestly say i miss the heck out of that gurl!! However, it is a good thing she only comes home once in a while.... if ya wanna know thestory ask... lol
o yeah i dyed my hair again. brwon is so much easier to maintain lol!!!

Volunteer Lifeguarding shifts

With any spare second i get i am lifeguarding at the YCITYPOOL...
i love guarding during the summer... there are so many kids its so much fun..

i think i like coming home after lifeguarding cuz it wears me out- and its easier to fall asleep

I LOVE where we live!!

Cool huh

Bordem Surpasses My Time

My last week at the Y is making me LOSE my Mind!!!


Or maybe i'm just a dork...

hmm... who knowz??? !!!

Just a bunch of random pics

Me as a blonde... again... i think i'm addicted to dying my hair... lol

These are my most favortist people in the world... Brenda and Ashley...

Workin Gal

Holy Crap! Well lets see this has been one crazy month... I got offered a job as an intrepeter/job coach and have been doin that on top of workin at the YMCA.... And i got all the paperwork and crap filled so by the state of Idaho i am a legal intrepter. The company that i work for only had 1 other Sign Language Intrepter so things have been kinda crazy! but i love it! Other then that things have been the same.

I write when i'm bored and unfortunaly i'm bored alot

Sleeping in the Ocean
Staring into somber soulless space;
A decaying mind-muse.
Peaceful, seeping grace and
Gazing night-time views

A calm void of colour-stain.
Unheard voices, unknown motion.
Repressed reflections of pain
Creeping into the bloodless ocean.

Waves pounding, pulling you with the sand
Memories fading at the seashore's command

Lying in a shivering chill,
It's too late, it's too late...
Cold-cut, diseased and ill -
Cured as the Ocean's churn sedates.

Floating to a sea-struck fate,
Glaring into heaven's sky,
It's too late, it's too late, as
Sleeping eyes watch sea-gulls fly

A Dandelions Song

Walking along the path, I spot
A puffy white orb-
a dandelions
a weed
in defiantly more beautiful than its
grassy fellows
endless, identical
to me
I feel akin to this fluffy oddball
i am drawn
childlike
i grasp the delicate stem
bringing it to my lips
make a wish
a prayer
i wish for peace
in the world
in my heart
i wish for love
true love
i wish for direction
hope
i blow with all my being
disperse
miniature whie parachutes
in my mind
i too
detach
in a million different directions
i am
the hopes
the dreams
the prayers
the wishes
of a world
a generation
my peers
my family
myself-
i am blown
carried by a passing breeze
soft, gentle then-
grabbed by a far more violent gust
i fall
tumble
rise
twist
change direction
i have traveled far-
have far yet to travel
not sure how far
I am Not Lost
just searching
for a purpose
a reason
an answer
a place to land
to stay
to take root

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A profound complacency,
tranquil serenity,
placid repose.
Purple water and orange sky,
perpetual patterns of hopeful prayers,
the last speck of green on the horizon,
fills each heart with awe.
The sailors' legend
of a half second of spectacular splendor.

A puddle of light in darkness,
a fog filled valley.
Moon shadow and starlight,
fill each crevice with mystery.
Every rise and every fall of earthly undulations,
give way to apprehensive curiosity.
Proportions are distorted,
everyday ordinaries become enchanted marvels.

As I walk along the shadows of hills
so small to the world but to me,
a vast expanse of wonder,
the amazing details are astounding,
for I cannot comprehend the magnitude
of the hand that made nature phenomenal as it is.

The stars scold me as I intrude into their silent ethereal world.
The crunch of the cold grass beneath my step,
the euphoric cacophony of the air in my ears,
a song of love of hate and fear of hope,
screaming at me and I alone.
Alone in the world for a moment,
my moment alone.
Left to contemplate everything or nothing at all,
this night belongs to me.